"Do... ki..., do... ki..."
So it begins; the very first entry to this, until now empty blog is about to be created. Actually, this should already have been done for four months and two weeks ago, namely the 9th of July 2010, which is also to be known as my 20th birthday. However, due to several circumstances, it never happened. There are a couple of reasons for that; Firstly, the name - the identity, I wanted to give this blog was already taken by someone else and I was not able to come up with another appellation for the time being, which caused delays for its birth. Secondly, the process from mind-struggles and thoughts to actually sit here and press on every letter to preserve those is passably too long. Although these are essential features to the creation of this piece of writing, the main reason still remains; the fear of letting people be aware of what is not spoken. Certainly, if this blog just remains unknown, then the contents will come to no one's awareness. Should not that be a solution to this issue then? The truth is, one person already knows about its existence and a part of me also want a selection of people to know what is unsaid. That point can not be denied, partly because repentance always occurs in my life, which I desire to repair somehow, that is by explaining. Since express thoughts verbally is a huge weakness, written words are totally preferred. Despite of that, what is most preferred is to keep it all a secret.
To summarize it all, I have always been some kind of a thinker and I do not like nor want to tell people what is in my mind, but recently too many questions have occurred and it feels like I am almost drowning in them. The purpose of this blog is therefore, to act as a helping hand in my journey through life to find myself, that is by giving a structure to my cognition. Its content will include nothing more, nothing less, but some Echoes of A Heart.
"Doki, doki"
